To Mrs. H. B. Thompson. "Lost Hours" (1873) Ballad Words by Boscawen. Music by Violetta. New York, NY: Wm. A. Pond & Co., 547 Broadway & 39 Union Sq. Chicago, IL: Root & Lewis San Francisco, CA: M. Gray Pittsburgh, PA: H. Kleber & Bro. Milwaukee, WI: H. N. Hempsted New Orleans, LA: L. Grunewald Plate No. 8482. Engraver: Clayton. [Source: 10248@LoC] 1. I would not live them o’er again, Those mary weary hours, Thro’ which I waited long in vain, In love deserted bowers; Where I have watch’d the dial’s hand, In sunshine and in gloom, Still faintly struggling to withstand My all too certain doom! My all to certain doom! Where I have watch’d the dial’s hand In sunshine and in gloom, Still faintly struggling to withstand, Still faintly struggling to withstand My all, my all, my all too certain doom. 2. I could not live them o’er again, They would my bosom rend, Nor long support the sick’ning pain With which I can’t contend; I will no more endure the smart, In bearing which I erred— Of that dull sinking of the heart That follows hope defer’d! That follows hope defer’d! I will no more endure the smart In bearing which I err’— Of that dull sinking of the heart, Of that dull sinking of the heart That follows, that follows, that follows hope defer’d. 3. Oft did I vainly watch for one Who took no thought of me, And grieve to find myself alone Upon life’s troubled sea; Nor will I watch and wait no more— From care I will be free, Until I reach that silent shore, Where angels wait for me! Where angels wait for me! Nor will I watch and wait no more— From care I will be free, Untill I reach that silent shore, Until I reach that silent shore Where angels, where angels, where angels wait for me.